They're all gonna laugh at you....

It might just speak volumes about my own precarious relationship with sanity, but every time I am kissing Mazzy and she laughs, I wonder, "Is she laughing because this is fun, or because as soon as she is strong enough to push me away she will never let me give her cute little cheekies kisses ever again?"

It is as if I am staring in to my sweet baby's eyes and seeing the surly, rejecting teenager she will become. Good times.