Random

I love the entitled, proprietary way that Seth touches me with his feet when he is taking his bottle. I love the way his fat hands smack and pull at me until my arms are in just the right spot for him to sleep.

I love that Lilly wakes up smiling, thin arms reaching for me from her side of the bed first thing in the morning.

I love that Phoenix wears a cranky face for a full fifteen minutes after waking up, but he pushes through and gets ready to go anyway.

I love that I have the whole house to myself today so that I can clean and drink coffee and play my music too loud. When my niece and nephew come home tonight they are going to tell me stories about school and we are going to have dinner and it is going to be loud and funny. It is only Tuesday. We have until Sunday for all of this.

Up next? My six year wedding anniversary. Me, Adam and a Justice of the Peace standing in a courtroom. We both wore cheesy smiles and cracked jokes about how it was fitting we married where we would be divorced. The judge laughed and said that was a healthy view of what was coming next.