Friday night Adam and I went to see Paul Blart: Mall Cop. While we were at the mall waiting for the movie, we came across a used Wii for pretty cheap, so, being the suckers that we are, we bought one. Now I am playing "Animal Crossing" like an obsessive freak. Adam is just thrilled that we have something that I will do to relax. I don't know if you knew this aobut me, but I don't relax. It isn't part of my personality, not really. I watch TV, but I am usually cleaning at the commercial breaks, folding laundry, vacuuming, etc. I don't fully comprehend "Down Time."
Now that I know that Jamen and Meghan are pregnant, again, they are calling all of the time. We have had several conversations in the last week. It is a bit of a relief.
Other family gossip is that Erick got another DWI. It is number five, or six. He called, trying to apologize, but I didn't handle it very well. I feel awkward when he wants to talk to me. I don't know what to say and, right now, Adam isn't the understanding brother that Erick seems to want him to be. I hope they work things out.
My enjoyment of the Coffee Mines is dwindling. I hope that I am recharged with enthusiasm, soon.
Life is still happening. I still sleep with Snow Bear clutched in my arms every night. I am still feeling empty. Pointless. I miss Mazzy. I caught myself trying to figure out what she would be like if she were still alive right now. I reigned that in pretty quick. There is no point in playing "What If" games.
Now that I know that Jamen and Meghan are pregnant, again, they are calling all of the time. We have had several conversations in the last week. It is a bit of a relief.
Other family gossip is that Erick got another DWI. It is number five, or six. He called, trying to apologize, but I didn't handle it very well. I feel awkward when he wants to talk to me. I don't know what to say and, right now, Adam isn't the understanding brother that Erick seems to want him to be. I hope they work things out.
My enjoyment of the Coffee Mines is dwindling. I hope that I am recharged with enthusiasm, soon.
Life is still happening. I still sleep with Snow Bear clutched in my arms every night. I am still feeling empty. Pointless. I miss Mazzy. I caught myself trying to figure out what she would be like if she were still alive right now. I reigned that in pretty quick. There is no point in playing "What If" games.
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