High hopes

I've downloaded an app to my phone so that I may blog from my phone. I'm hoping it will help me update more often. At this point any writing is better than what I've been scrapping by with lately.

I've been trying to make changes the last few days; actual changes, not just a bunch of of talk with no follow through. It's harder than you might think.

My first major move was to deactivate my Facebook account.

Lame, right?  Ha.

I'd been thinking about it for a while, but was too afraid to hit the button. Today was the day!  I didn't even write a suicide  note.

It's embarrassing how often I've checked my phone with the intention of checking Facebook. I'm hoping that, in a few days, I'll have moved beyond the compulsion. I want my life back.

And the sad thing is that checking in on these people I barely know has only made me worried that I'm not making the most of my life. Mostly because my life isn't living up to the Facebook representation of the life my friends are living. It's dumb and I'm over it.

I have no idea what this change will do to for me. I'm going to have to sit back and let the change set in for a while. I'll let you know how it goes.

In case you're wondering, Nora it's great. She's beautiful and hilarious.