Staying Alive
So, here we are, again, in that place where I haven’t said anything in a couple of days.
We were finally able to get Mazzy’s things back from the police this week. Walking down the poorly lit hallway to the window to ask for my daughter’s blanket was weird. Every step echoed and my gait sounded awkward. I don’t like the way I walk.
They were nice enough. I just don’t like when people feel like they can say things to me about my child. She was mine and I don’t have to share her anymore.
I think that my job description should be changed to, “Bitch who gets screamed at” or “Person designated to aggressively push pastries for no reason.” Awesome. I need a raise.
Today marks two months since Mazzy died.
I am back on Mom health patrol. We have started our exhaustive search for the thing that will make her feel better. Her health is iffy, as usual, and now they are throwing all kinds of medication at it. I guess I just get to sit back and see what happens there. I see a possible hospital stay in my future. Joy.
In deference to other people, I will leave my update at that.
We were finally able to get Mazzy’s things back from the police this week. Walking down the poorly lit hallway to the window to ask for my daughter’s blanket was weird. Every step echoed and my gait sounded awkward. I don’t like the way I walk.
They were nice enough. I just don’t like when people feel like they can say things to me about my child. She was mine and I don’t have to share her anymore.
I think that my job description should be changed to, “Bitch who gets screamed at” or “Person designated to aggressively push pastries for no reason.” Awesome. I need a raise.
Today marks two months since Mazzy died.
I am back on Mom health patrol. We have started our exhaustive search for the thing that will make her feel better. Her health is iffy, as usual, and now they are throwing all kinds of medication at it. I guess I just get to sit back and see what happens there. I see a possible hospital stay in my future. Joy.
In deference to other people, I will leave my update at that.
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